Do you feel that you have a family curse?

That’s something I have thought a lot about.

Having misfortunes in the family would be considered a family curse.

The rules that have been passed down through generations are not curses, but deep wounds that can be healed if we let go of them and take back our control.

I sometimes feel like a child again when someone is criticising what I am doing or trying to control my life.

I have to learn to take back that power back.

It’s sad that people sit down and accept that this is the way it’s always been. They do not live their lives to the fullest because of the guilt they feel. They are psychologically trapped in the ‘no win’ dilemma.

I have wasted my time being a ‘people pleaser’ and today I take back the reins. I have always seen myself as an independent thinker.

I am not as emotionally independent as I thought, as I have allowed others to cloud my judgement.

I live to put a smile on everyone’s face, to patch up the mental pain they suffer and doing so have neglected my pain, my life, my future.

I have kept myself busy because I refused to deal with any complicated emotions.

If you have an pessimistic friend wouldn’t you try to steer them to positivity rather than encourage them to continue destroying their future.

It takes a selfish person to do that.

Normally you will find that in an insecure person who feels neglected and is afraid to let go of the control they have on you.

I guess when you lack the experience of anything positive in your life you dont want others to leave you behind.

Emotional blackmail and self-pity is the ammunition they use to get at you.

Be warned because they can play on your heart strings.

I have come thus far in life, in the past few years, and have conquered some of my demons and I am still trying to maintain a balance in my life.

It takes a lot of self-will, God and people who really care about you, by your side.

If I did not live those years independent of past influences I would not be where I am today.

I am able to think for myself and keep my distance from any triggers.

I have the freewill to make my own choices regardless of what others may say.

I can walk out of any situation and isolate myself in order to restore my positive energy.

They should make a video game about losing control of your life. #2022

Natalie Bleau




The Scripture of Balance Author & Founder

We need to take back control of our lives, when you find the power within you the battle is almost won!! Live in UK Bipolar Survivor NATALIE M BLEAU