THE EMPTINESS I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FILL

How do you fill up the emptiness inside when you are missing the one person that meant the whole word to you?😞

I am writing this as tears fall from my eyes,😪 I miss my Dad so much and it still feels raw. 💔 How can anyone explain to me why such an amazing man was cruelly taken? My heart will never heal 💔 as how can you explain away a missing part of you that was precious.👼💕

It’s been 50 months, since he left this earth 👼 and I am still struggling to make sense of everything. 🧠 God knew how special he was to me, he knew how much I loved my Father and he was jealous because I loved my Dad more than I loved him. 🥰

My Father was the centre of my world,🌍 I would pray🙏🏾 everyday that God would keep him safe from harm, that he would always be healthy.

He was my hero, he saved me from myself and others that hated me. He was next to perfect he loved everyone and did no one any wrong. People loved him back.

He was a very family orientated man, he loved his family, even though some of his own flesh and blood betrayed him.

When he felt hurt, I felt hurt for him. 💔 His emotions affected my emotions, and I would of done anything to save him. I have never loved anyone like I worshipped him.

He lifted me up and made me feel loved and respected. He was never the critic or the judge. He would give advice to encourage, not force his opinions on anyone. He wasn’t an opinionated man he was a gentleman in every sense of the word. Well dressed, well groomed, handsome and intelligent. 👼

He had a good sense of humour and had a nickname for everyone. He called me Birdie as he said I looked like a little bird in a dress I were as a child.😆

I miss him every second of evey day and I want to be just like him.

Love you Daddy R.I.P